[Verse 1]
2019 was supposed to be great
But then my fate began to crumble and rumble
And began to wobble little bit
Because I cried for six days straight
The six days of January
Damn this is only the beginning of 2019
But in reality if we treated everyday like a new year
I think we'd be fine
I think we’d be great
Set yourself a goal for everyday and complete that

[Chorus?]
Because were just trying
We're just human
So do what you can do

[Verse 2]
Yes, were just human beings being the best we can be
But we just don't really follow the path
We gotta make our own path because if not then were gonna
Feel the wrath and rage that goes on the page
And I really gotta write it all
Yes the mixtape that’s coming out, you're not gonna like it at all
But I gotta spit it all out on the track because
Damn this music for me is therapeutic
Damn I gotta do it
And if other people can relate to it then I think that's great
But that's not really my intention
My intention is to mention everything on my head
[Verse 3]
'Cause it put me to bed
I just wanna go to sleep
Without worrying about a nightmare being scared
And all of this
I know I feel bliss
And I know I gotta do this and do that
Damn I don't really gotta feed from the hand
I feel like I'm trapped inside
And I can't really escape this world
But that’s okay ’cause I know there's gotta be a balance
50 50 that’s the world I'm living in now
Can't always be happy
Gotta be sad 50 percent of the time

[Verse 4]
I don't really think you know
But I’m just trying to flow
I'm just trying to go through life
I'm just trying to flow through life
I'm just trying to go through life
I don't really know
But I think I'm living fine
I think I'm living great
Damn I'm so grateful
Damn I'm so thankful
'Cause we could of gone rags to rags
Then we could of been more in poverty
I'm not saying were not rich
I'm not saying were not poor
I think we're living fine
But really we could be living worse
And I got everything I've ever wanted
And I realized money does not buy happiness
'Cause I spent money on everything I wanted
And I still feel the same
I still feel alone
Like Damn I'm trying to pick my bone
I'm scratching the... fuck
[Verse 5]
And I really feel bad for the world
I can't really control everything
Everything is out of my control
I want you to feel better
I want you to not be poor
I want you to not want to escape this room anymore
I want you to live a whole life
I really want you to live good
And I feel like I can help you but
I don't really got the power yet
So I'm working my way up
I'm trying to climb up the ladder
Just so I can help you
That's all I really want to do
And I'm really sorry if I can't
And I'm really sorry if I fail