[Chorus]
I'm spiraling downer and downer, taking downer after downer
Dosage  increased by 3 after the day that I found her
I'm  spinnin rounder and rounder, I'm getting high on the powder
I keep the stash on the island so they're over the counter

[Verse 1]
I went to her house hoping to make it home
How  can I be with someone but yet feel so alone
I'm  not destined to love, I guess I should have known
Can't give her my heart I can't even give her my phone

Do  I make bad decisions or do I control my fate
Doctor prescribed me my medicine and I just had a taste
My heart has been crushed by my guilt's heavy weight
I can't love from my chest I make love from the waist

Thought  I would be happy when I walked through the door
Thought when I undressed I wouldn't be depressed anymore
Had fun in the moment but once the cum hit the floor
My sadness returned but only worse than before

Why do I keep to this cycle, well I'm just not sure
Maybe I'm cursed with a disease that comes with no cure
My child symptoms remain though I've grown more mature
I'm out of pills it's time to run to the store
[Chorus]
I'm spiraling downer and downer, taking downer after downer
Dosage increased by 3 after the day that I found her
I'm spinnin' rounder and rounder, I'm getting high on the powder
I keep the stash on the island so they're over the counter

[Verse 2]
Further downward I spiral with no hope for me in sight
But I'ma pop one more pill so I can feel good inspite
But when the bottle is empty I'm forced to confront my life
I'm exposed in this brightness somebody turn off the light

I'm just patiently waiting for this long day to be fading
So I can sit in the dark and my heart can quit breaking
In the darkness I'm shaking, I'm sitting here contemplating
All the reasons in the world why my soul lies still vacant

I've quit all my praying, cause from this cage no escaping
So on the ground here I'm laying cause I guess I'll be staying
I'm begging with Satan to make my heart stop it's aching
Cause it's burning and blazing from this hole that still gaping

There's no happy ending for me, no lost but was found
No ascension to heaven, for me there's no golden crown
I don't walk on the water, I can't swim so I drown
My life must be a staircase 'cause it's spiraling down
[Chorus]
I'm spiraling downer and downer, taking downer after downer
Dosage increased by 3 after the day that I found her
I'm spinnin' rounder and rounder, I'm getting high on the powder
I keep the stash on the island so they're over the counter