Antidepressant
So i can feel numb
This weight on my shoulders
Is weighing a ton
Drink so much anymore
I can't have fun
I don't remember the last time
I felt the sun
Standing in this dark room
And think bout my past

Numb pills
To help me relax
Definition of sad
Tryna be the best act
But i don't let my daughters
See me like that
These memories are mental
I can not go back
All i know is that everything
Just went bad
Keep below me
When im feeling depressed
Feeling so tight
In my motherfucking sense
These pills
Keep me alive
Can't feel
My emotions inside
PTSD
Im going insane
Flash backs
Where past was where im at a cave
These pills
Keep me alive
Can't feel
My emotions inside
PTSD
Im going insane
Flash backs
Where past was where im at a cave
P....T....S....D
Please let me sleep

A child will be born by one once a day
Alone in my thoughts
Im my only friend
P....T....S....D
Please let me sleep
A child will be born by one once a day
Alone in my thoughts
Im my only friend
Alone in my thoughts
Hoes that got bots
So i don't feel a thing
Praying to god that he'd kill all my pain
I feel so lost
You say that you here for me
If not one time
Homie just stop
Won't give a fuck till im gone
I say it in every song
Tell me im wrong

Im holding on for my daughters
I gotta stay strong
That's why im popping out something
They gone let me know
Momma asked me what's wrong
I lied saying im fine
But i really don't lie
My tie is loose around my neck
Hope it don't break this time

These pills
Keep me alive
Can't feel
My emotions inside
PTSD
Im going insane
Flash backs
Where past was where im at a cave
These pills
Keep me alive
Can't feel
My emotions inside
PTSD
Im going insane
Flash backs
Where past was where im at a cave
P....T....S....D
Please let me sleep
A child will be born by one once a day
Alone in my thoughts
Im my only friend
P....T....S....D
Please let me sleep
A child will be born by one once a day
Alone in my thoughts
Im my only friend