All I've been doing is borrowing trouble
Drinking straight, no chase 'til I'm seeing double
See this look on my face, it's never been subtle
Say exactly how I feel, can't keep my words muffled

All I've been trying is to cope on my own
Next minute I'm crying gotta take myself home
Lay in bed, fall apart like I'm Post Malone
Turn off my brain, turn off my iPhone

I'm trying to move on from this
It's such a drag I know it is
I'm trying to be positive
But honestly I've been fucking sad

Sad
I've been sad
And I don't need to explain myself 'cause I'm just sad
Sad
I've been sad
But I hold it all close 'cause it's all I have

Don't ask me if I'm okay, I won't answer
'Cause I'm still in my bag even when it don't matter
Don't ask if I'm fine, I know I'm not
I just put it on the paper turn it into applause
Maybe I'm better off all on my own
Maybe I'm better not having a home
I go from introverted to I can't be alone
I'm blocking your ass but want your name on my phone

I'm trying to move on from this
It's such a drag I know it is
I'm trying to be positive
But honestly I've been fucking sad

I've been sad
I'm just sad
And I don't need to explain myself 'cause I'm just sad
I'm just sad
I've been sad
But I hold it all close 'cause it's all I have

But I hold it all close
But I hold it all close 'cause it's all I have