[Chorus: Monty Datta]
Girl, how'll I love you? I can't love myself
Each day I wake I wish I'm someone else
Girl, how'll I love you? I can't love myself
Each day I wake I wish I'm someone else
Girl, how'll I love you? I can't love myself
Each day I wake I wish I'm someone else
Girl, how'll I love you? I can't love myself
Each day I wake I wish I'm someone else
[Verse 1: Killua]
Currently not feeling so well
Gotta keep myself together
Yeah, shit between us
Change so random like a weather
And I swear things that we made
Will not be gone, ever
Ripped my heart apart
Bitch, yeah, you are clever
Mind games you fooled me like a dummy
Shit, it's so funny
Legit falling apart, my soul shatters
I know this shit don't ever matter to you
Pieces of me will fall
Voodoo, feels like love that I got
Is scary, what we gotta go through
Allow me to stop breathing
Allow me to keep dreaming
Double cup I be sipping
Every beat, yeah, I be killing
You don't care how I am feeling
You say you love me, not really
I'm just disbelieving
Hard times and you are leaving...
I'm my own enemy
I got no remedy
Random entity
Realest since Kennedy
Shoot me 'til its hard to find identity
Let me die, let me be, I won't break
And I'd rather be a fuck up than a fake
Venom in my body, you's a snake
And I'm drowning in the endless lake
Throw a rope to grab on, what it takes
[Chorus: Monty Datta]
Girl, how'll I love you? I can't love myself
Each day I wake I wish I'm someone else
[Verse 2: Killua]
What can I say
Wishing for death everyday
Close to ending it all, for my soul you pray
Who to obey
Nowhere to stay
Feeling alone, fighting this pain
Just like a batteries, energy drains...