Freeverse

My Heart’s racing I’ve got unshakable thoughts
And once the conflict begins I feel I’m far from God
Cuz I know how to escape but I don’t so I’m stuck
I promised that I wouldn’t but I did just my luck
Cuz I’m tired of being tired
And to be honest I don't want be made brand new rewired changed and other’s thing that aren’t in my nature
Look when I speak to you I hate ya
I hate what I love and love what I hate this way of being is the major reason
As to why my thoughts would say
Get far away
From sin but keep on crawling back to all the evil ways I hid within
Cuz once I get what I want by falling multiple times a day
The real me is jumping out shocked about what I did to me

And I seen too many of my closest kins as victims to this sin
So don’t you tell me it’s alright to keep on acting like it’s been ok
Cuz nah it ain’t
I know now tons of demons hiding behind this plague
Ya sounding ludacris so ... Get out the way

You don’t believe me don’t ya
Take a look through different lens this very industry been getting hella dividends
Taking your perception of sex and then distortin’ it
Taking your idea of love and then contorting it

All at the click of a button
Misogyny is normal
All at the click of a button
We accept the abnormal
Fetishes sub categories
And Metaphors and allegories
I’m using Greek myths to make it so that I sound informal

All at the clicks of a button
It serves as detrimental
All at the clicks of a button
It’s Buildin' up violence in yo mental now you see of things the way it do not seem
And I’m not here to call out I just speak on what I’ve seen
I’m also just human I’ve got sin up in my Genes
I couldn’t go about the day till I released that dopamine

I’m coming for the sickest institution
The difference between this and ho-ing around is getting a camera in the room so don’t you tell me documented prostitutions
Ok
Don’t even speak my friend
You Just keep doing yo thing
I know you and what you is just by the red of your eyes
I’m still tackling the topic of
The demise
Of girls and guys
The world's been dying
Of thirst so I’m here to share my cup
So what’s up
I’m only getting started if you started having enough

Pre-verse
Cut the beat Moses came back
I got beef with my past this is payback
Imma shoot my shot even if it’s difficult
Like finding needles in a haystack

So imma stand out even tho they want me to sit
I ain’t even here to teach how to resist
I’m about to speak about uncomfortable things
And I failed sometimes and I’m a man to admit But I’ll be the bridge I’ll path to the key
Hopefully I’m part of how you will succeed
Now I’m here to help with your development
To tackle the worlds fastest unconscious social experiment

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11 years old the average age that somebody gets exposed to ... yeah X3
11 years old the average age that somebody gets exposed to Porn


If you ain't know this record it’s a big deal
My parents to these churches they a big deal
They set the bar high but I’m still here
And the pressure is too much
Feels like it will kill

Cuz N***as raising me high up to the pedestal or
Pulpit
Acknowledging this song & denying it is bullsh....

So just get out the way if u ain’t for the cause
I’m bout to hit on prepubescent adolescent flaws

So what is Pandora’s box?!?

I’m glad u asked for the term
It’s like this parasite this nasty looking germ
It’s like this extra terrestrial looking worm
That squiggles and squirms into your ear
And What it’s origins are remains unclear nonetheless it’s a disease
That puts you a venomous cycle
Smoothest criminal like its name was Michael
But Once you deep in it you keep saying that I will
Stop and then the next thing that you know it’s becoming one of your idols

So imma have to be vulnerable while I’m knowing the outcome
Screw your perceptions of me my name is Malcolm
And I know a got some peoples lookin up to me like how come
He’s the son of gospel singers
Know that I Now am
Sinister
My parents are ministers
But I’ll use my life to show the way out and to administer
And speak against my hidden life of living in this sodomy
Yea I’m a victim to falling into porngraphy

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It’s all about the Getting good while it's good at the click of a button

Shouldn't be taken lightly like it's nothing

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