Chorus
I got thoughts, can't control
Got me down, got me low
Rest my mind, rest my soul
When I go watching porn
Am I wrong, let them know
Feels so right to let things go
Don't think twice, this is me
This is how I should be

Verse 1
I’m like the dimmest type of light the world had ever seen
The type to hide his struggles by releasing dopamines
The kind to make me wonder if jesus ever walked with me
And I ain’t mr west but I wanted to be an ultralight beam
And I’m falling every night right out the scene
My soul begins to cry when they ask me how well I’ve been
I know that you had said that I was made wonderfully
At this point I’m a torn up canvas that isn’t clean
At this point I’m not worth to be called your masterpiece
It’s shocking how I used to be your son now I’m public enemy
Cuz I fight the power
I’m overpowered
By Every hour
I’m glued to the screen
And I know I’m not alone
Cuz I know my bro’s
They scared to speak up about all these things
Cuz half of my friends they promote my sins and half of em are addicted like me

I Forgot what life was like with you
When you’re with me
I lost the taste of peace when I’m in harmony
No wonder why my N***a Malcolm Germany
Will never take an L
Cuz I’m surrounded wit things
That’s harmin’ me

So I came to you
The prodigal son
That’s face to face
But I won’t look you in your eyes that’s full of love because I know I’m a disgrace
Don’t refer to me as your son
You ain’t even let me finish you just
Wrapped me in your love

YOU just hugged me when I smell
YOU told the servants tell
The neighborhood my son is here come celebrate as well
My son used to be lost but now he’s found so all is well
I owe my life to you because you rescued me from hell

Satan just reminds me when I sin so I’m lost
And you wanna remind me of my sins for the cross
He wants me to focus on the greatest penalty
But you wanna confront to show my True identity
I see what’s going on and so then see what’s happening

You convict he contorts what you have for me
Now I get what must happen so back to me
Imma finally be free by calamity
Imma kill Malcolm & that’s a casualty
Imma do it everyday that’s what it has to be
Imma stay sealed with blood
Tell demons wassup
Go J.cole on em KOD

Chorus
I got thoughts, can't control
Got me down, got me low
Rest my mind, rest my soul
When I go watching porn
Am I wrong, let them know
Feels so right to let things go
Don't think twice, this is me
This is how I should be