[Verse 1:StR Burst]
Been through this shit before
This time the pain I can’t ignore
Singing this song no Sonata
Cast out like my Name Hinata
The way she left was so savagely
She ripped my heart out,FATALITY
Can’t believe she stabbed me Aye
Looking for revenge like I’m Sasuke
Shoot the bullseye like I’m A Skeleton
Always bow I’m a gentleman
My feelings to her were always genuine
Not rappin fast not Eminem
Feeling a rush of Adrenaline
Not gonna pop pills like medicine
You testing me like Imma specimen
Doing this daily like a regimen
This girl just gave me pain
A legend once said,their rotting my brain
I ain’t playing these games no more
All I did to you was adore
Now you finally walking out the door
Damn
Not the way I wanted this to end
Now we aren’t even close friends
Breaking hearts like it’s a trend
Thought you loved me,guess you were played pretend
I was down and depressed
Heart sank in my chest
I thought god left me blessed
But now I sit in my room a mess
I hope your doing better
Consider this a farewell letter
I wrote this song as a shelter
You were always the center
Now I put my phone on do not disturb
With every WORD I drop knowledge
Now I can’t help but always be on edge

[Verse 2:Toddy Nerd]
You caused me pain
I waited for you everyday
Wish you never did this
Your embrace is something I’ll miss
I just want one final kiss
Baby like a snake I’ll hiss
Remember the text you sent?
The one that caused us to become distant?
I tried to help but you became more resistant
It all happened in an instant
It read “We breaking up,cause I’ve been cheating”
The words felt like I was hit with a beating
Now I wanna go back in time
The way you did me should be a crime
The way you made me feel was like I was held down by chains
I loved you but instead of love you gave me painnnnn


[Verse 3:Juice WRLD]
Voices in my head (Yeah, yeah)
All I can hear them say (Yeah, yeah)
Is everyone wants me dead (Yeah, yeah)
Bitch, I'm already dead (Yeah, yeah)
I've been dead for years (Yeah)
Have you ever been so alone (Yeah, yeah)
That nobody's house feels like home? (Yeah, yeah)
I've been runnin' out of drugs and hope (Yeah, yeah)
I don't even got a plug no more (Yeah, yeah)
Have you ever been so alone? (Yeah, yeah)
That you don't know what to feel no more? (Yeah, yeah)
Ain't no reachin' for the pills no more (Yeah, yeah)
One more and you're on the floor (Yeah, yeah)
I know that I didn't stand a chance (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I don't think I'll ever live again (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm only here by popular demand (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'm stayin' alive for the fans (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Lost my heart, lost it all
So much drama, hold the applause
No soap opera, straight downfalls
Listen to the nightmares call
You can see the pain in my laugh (Yeah, yeah)
Demons comin' back from the past (Yeah, yeah)
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse (Yeah, yeah)
Voices in my head (Yeah, yeah)
All I can hear them say (Yeah, yeah)
Is everyone wants me dead (Yeah, yeah)
Bitch, I'm already dead (Yeah, yeah)
I've been dead for years (Yeah, yeah)
You can see the pain in my laugh (In my laugh)
Demons comin' back from the past (From the past)
Feelin' like I'm 'bout to relapse (Relapse)
Voices in my head (In my head)
All I can hear them say (All I can hear them say)
Is everyone wants me dead (Is everyone wants me dead)
Bitch, I'm already dead (Bitch, I'm already dead)
I've been dead for years (I've been dead for years)
[Outro: XXXTENTACION]
I know how it feels to be alone
I know how it feels to be around people and still be alone
I’ll be around a million people and still feel alone
Even Sometimes like-
Alright I’ll go out,even with my own friends
Like my previous friends and I’ll still feel alone
I’m in a position now
Where
I was friends with a lot of people
I kinda felt abandoned
I’ve seen people choose material items over me
I’ve seen people choose status quo over me
I’ve seen people like-
When you give them ultimatums
They choose everything besides you
So I’ve just been um-…
Been in situations that are very heartbreaking
As far as like- people period
So
And they disappoint me and it makes me feel horrible
And it takes…my very soul outta me
It breaks my fucking heart…
So I Don’t want
Idk man
It’s hard to explain
It’s hard to explain…