[Verse 1]
I really hate living like this
Only happiness I get from a reminisce
Never had love, childhood I was robbed of
Took everything including my shoe-string
Minuscule teachings that are mindless
Surrounded by countless thots
They flanked where I talk
Emotions cloud thoughts & my mind echoes
A mountain tops climate, Ima climb it
Further in this spiral of isolation
Endlessly plotted my escape
I want an endless supply of bape
Ion wanna feel anything, evacuate
Grades, friends, society
This craving, smother me in brand names
Trademark of a misplaced mother, fake warmth all around

[Chorus]
How much further? How much longer?
How long could I go on?
How much further, how much longer?
Can’t return, I can’t return
Can’t return, can’t return

[Verse 2]
I really hate mans that wanna live like this
Their happiness coming from a safe distance
Fake suicide shit, it's whack
If you wanna die that bad, place
The peace to your head, I couldn't care less, do it
Real mans struggle to the end
This ghetto cycle, who tf pedalling?
As days lapse I'm filled with emptiness
Fear my own weakness, sleepless
Damn ion understand how she notice this
Over text, change the topic swiftly
With don't worry, Ima be the top pick
Accompanied by a loss of appetite
Slanted dark depletion rests under my eyes
You good? I'm fine
Strand myself on faraway island, alone forever, I am void