What am i doing
Where am i going
Talk a lot big dog
You think we don’t notice?
Tryna stay focused
So i hesitate hesitate
Elevate elevate
Meditate meditate
Rinse repeat
I’m too dense to read
My friends always leave
See you in the morning
Rush of endorphins
You think you’re important?
Depression i got a bout of that
Did i fail to mention my biggest failure i’m proud of that
Face to face with demons exorcized and shouted at
I travelled the world
By circling places in almanacs
Wanna pop a bean
I told her i don’t do alladat
Fall back reassess don’t stress
Right now is as good as it gets
I got a complex about complex things
Sent the wrong text to my ex fling
Strong threats is the next string of utterances
Of hatred, lost patience
I could never say those things
My pops taught me i should be more jaded
Elated, i sprayed it
Instead i get faded