[Verse 1: Shi]
Stuck in my feelings
I won't let no one in and
Just making it worse, I can't find the words
Smoke up to the ceiling
This pain isn't living
I wake up then I'm livid
Cause I'm dying inside, there's nowhere to hide
This nightmare is vivid
Worried you'll forget about me
(Don't forget me)
Everybody tired of me
Cause I'm out of control, I can't grab a hold
Of this life that I'm living
Calling and they checking on me
(Hello?)
All I do is say I'm sorry
(I'm sorry)
Cause I don't know myself and
Nobody else knows what I am facing

[Chorus: 9henom]
I stay by myself cause I don't need nobody else
Feeling that I dealt with, put them shits right on the shelf
Gotta keep the faith I did some things I couldn't help
I stay by myself