[Intro]
Beat Execs
Marcuss, you killing the beat

[Verse 1]
I lost two kids in two years, I’m dead up inside
Late nights get in my feelings, and I break down and cry
Artist died in my face, the same day my heart died
Think 'bout steppin' on myself, I been thinkin bout suicide
And I might overdose, I’m full of dope, you see it in my eyes
Look closely, you see death, you see murder in my eyes
In my Benz by myself, droppin' tears while drive
Tryna overcome this karma, yeah, God know I'm tryin'
You know it’s karma, know it’s coming back the day I might die
I just had another son, who gon' raise him if I die?
I know lil' Artist lookin' down at his daddy and hе smile
I'm full of pain and I walked some long milеs

[Chorus]
Yeah, and lately all my thoughts been trauma son (Son)
God took my son and blessed me with another son (Son)
And all his looks and ways like my other son (Son), just like my other son (Other son)
And if I die today, who the fuck gon' raise my son?

[Verse 2]
I watched my son die in my face (My face), I really put him in a casket
So don’t tell me 'bout no pain if you ain’t put your child in a casket (Casket)
I’m abusing drugs (Drugs), fuck love (Love), I ain’t never had that (No)
Yeah, I’m a sad n***a (N***a), I ain’t never fuckin' happy
Question, how long this pain gon' last me? (Last me)
Never Broke Again (Yeah), but money don’t make me happy (Yeah)
And l’ll never love again, these hoes never made me happy
Never sell drugs again
Yeah, Meechy no longer trappin' (Yeah)
[Chorus]
Yeah, and lately all my thoughts been trauma son (Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, God took my son and blessed me with another son (Son, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, and all his looks and ways like my other son (Son, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, and if I die today, who gon' raise my fuckin' son? (Son, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy)
Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh

[Outro]
I say all my thoughts been trauma son (Yeah, all my thoughts been trauma son)
Uh (Ayy), and all my thoughts they been trauma son (And all my thoughts they been trauma son)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy), and God took my son and blessed me with another son
And all his looks and his ways are like my other son (My first son)
And if I die today, who the fuck gon' raise my son? (Who gon' raise my son?)
Ayy, who gon' raise Loyalty? (Loyalty)
Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh, and all my thoughts, they been trauma son
Ayy, and all my thoughts, they been trauma son
Ayy, and all my thoughts, they been trauma son (They been trauma son)
Ayy (Ayy), I lost a son (I lost a son) and God blessed me with another son (Another son)
Uh, uh, uh, uh, I lost a son and God blessed me with another son
Uh, uh, lil' Loyalty (Lil' Loyalty)