[Verse]
Yeah
My moment is coming I feel it close
Never switched dog I’m still with those
People I started with, is you retarded bitch
This is hard work this ain’t miracles
I am what you ain’t
This year so many tears fell down my face
Even when God put too much on my plate
I put my head down and I say my grace
Lost - my pops and girl in the same year
Somehow the vision remain clear
Death is just something I can’t fear
Death is just something I can’t fear, na
One day I know we gon’ meet again
Pops saving me a seat right next to him
Last name on my back I’ma rep for him
Can’t, can’t lеt the devil in - nah
Ugh

[Hook]
Losing the mеaning of life that shit scaring me
Dog I just checked into therapy
Recently when I look inside the mirror don’t like the reflection that stare at me
This is my moment of clarity…
(deep breath)
[Verse]
Yeah
You got me venting
I really fucked with you I was invested
I got so many good traits that I’m blessed with
But I got flaws and they need addressing
OCPD - I am obsessive
I kept it real with you girl I’m possessive
That’s why I ain’t want you to be friends with
None of the n***as that you used to mess with
Check there’s a difference between being jealous
And being flat out straight disrespected
Posted a picture with him and I lost it
Honestly girl - I am exhausted
I don’t want to do this no more
Go through it no more
Too much pride to feel foolish oh no
It is what it is and I said what I said
This year I swear I been pushed to the edge like ugh

[Hook]
Dog I just checked into therapy
Recently when I look inside the mirror don’t like the reflection that stare at me
This is my moment of clarity…
(deep breath)
Yeah
This is my moment of clarity