[Intro]
You push me away
Get mad when I leave
You want me to stay
Well I don't believe
No I don't believe, (uhh) (aye)

You push me away
Get mad when I leave
You want me to stay
Well I don't believe
No I don't believe
That shit is too easy


[Verse 1]
My own mind will probably be the death of me
Especially, when everyone sees the best in me
Except for me
I think too much all alone
I've been everywhere but home
I just need someone
To tell me where to go
Cause I haven't slowed down n***a I been on the road
Can't pause too long my emotions my show
Getting drunk everyday thats my only way to cope man, (damn)
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one
People hitting up my phone like I owe them something
On my line like why you had to change up?
Just cause you on the radio you think you famous?
You got a couple tattoos
Now you think you that dude
Y'all don't even know the truth
Man Im always in the booth
That be taking up my time
I mean who am I to you and why the fuck would I be lying?
At the start I had all these issues
Now I'm stuck with these I miss yous
N***as really think they get you
I stay out what yall get into, Im getting too old for this
Said I'm getting too old for this, (yeah) (damn)

(gotta take a drink)

[Switch-Up]
I'm off the medicine
My demons are knocking don't let them in
Don't try to act genuine
Like why are you here I don't know none of yall?
Right now my vision ain't 20/20
Just lost my wallet ain't got no money
Scratch on my face she say bae don't rub it
Like where the fuck am I? I don't know nothing

I'm off the medicine
My demons are knocking don't let them in
Don't try to act genuine
Like why are you here I don't know none of yall?
Right now my vision ain't 20/20
Just lost my wallet ain't got no money
Scratch on my face she say bae don't rub it
Like where the fuck am I? I don't know nothing


[Outro]
You say life ain't that bad
I just sit back and laugh
Cause I have felt pain
But you never have
I'm almost insane
My heart has gone bad
You say that you know
You don't know the half