[Intro]
Oi
[Verse]
I'll be making changes she'll never see
Stuck in my thoughts and my memories
Mentally with my enemies
My brain is drowning in energy
No empathy don't remember me
Pour the Hennessy for my legacy
Next to me where she's meant to be
She's the ecstasy to my ecstasy
Tempting me like the devils tongue
When she speaks to me I start feeling numb
Her empty love's got me filling up
These empty cups with some bitter stuff
I'm giving up on my only chance
This isn't love but I'll hold your hand
Miss giving trust and some stolen bags
I can't give a fuck if I'm always sad
Burning bridges it's a pretty sight
Like perfect pictures of the city lights
Her witty smile makes me feel alive
When she breaks me down like I need a ride
Tears aside I'm tryna stick it out
How I feel inside isn't different now
She kills my vibe when I'm in and out
I'm tryna build a life we can't live without
Now I'm backed up in the fucking corner
Got my stacks up and need another quarter
And I need to ball till my paper falls
It's the way she talks that makes me pay for more
It's another day, then another night
I could run away or just stay and fight
She numbs the pain but makes it double twice
Like the Gucci bags and her fucking lies
But that's fucking life, never wonder why
I could make it back about a hundred times
Have a second chance with a better hand
And still never land where her body lies
In a bottle's eye where I seek my judgement
I don't wanna die if I could reach above it
All I want is life with the one I'm loving
But deep down inside I'm ashamed to stomach
Two ways to climb one way to plummet
Still chasing time but still saying fuck it
Just say your mind and I'll change the subject
Or say goodbye and I'll hate to love it
Facing skies tryna say it's nothing
I'm breaking ties that were made for cutting
I'm just facing skies tryna say it's nothing