Deep down
In the buried part of the house
Put your fingers
Through its teeth
Open up its mouth
And the whole thing just sorta pours out
You know
Although we barely talk
I think about you a lot
These days
I mostly just worry
I mostly just worry a lot

I'm afraid
I just want you to know
I'm a coward
I just want to dig deeper down in this hole

I'll bend
Like a complex metal structure
Collapsing under the rust
I want no space
You wouldn't have to do anything
In a second I'd give it all up
I'd cut my fucking arms off
In exchange for an excuse
For how completely useless I am
I wish I had the guts to throw myself
But every time that I'm near I just pull back in
Pure shit
That's the only real name I've ever had
I'm so sick of it
Even I couldn't care anymore that I'm sad
All the time
That I've wasted
I just wanna burn through the rest of my life
Anytime that I say anything
I'm so fucking humiliated by myself