I know you mean well
But I don't know if you mean it
When you say that you trust me

I'm sick and self-obsessed
I got my ears all bent up into shapes
I feel so self hideous when you're surrounded
By other creeps who also need
Your time and your sympathy

Are you warped by a lifetime
Of men expecting your touch to heal
'Cause you're pretty?
It leaves me wondering what it means
When you touch me but

But, I don't want a White Mage
I want a friend with which I can hang
Just saying, you've got a really great public facе
For the people that you can't stand
And I'm not surе I'm not one of them

When people treat me like shit
Then I think strangers only want my attention
I haven't seen you in months
You're just as distant as I am to them
And you're still pretty much my best friend, but
I'll kill this friendship by putting my whole weight on it
I can't imagine a world where you don't think that
I'm garbage, but

I can't get over the thought
That I'm a child and you're Santa Claus
That you're a man and I'm a dog
I don't want anything between us

I'm not sure if you lied to me, but
For the sake of my own sanity
I need you not to lie to me when you're angry