[Hook: Sillvz]
I know that I don’t matter much
Lately I’ve been sad as fuck
I search for change, it’s true
But nothing seems to grab that shade of blue, so
I dip out one time
[Verse 1: Sillvz]
Depression, it's stuck to me gorilla glue
Stick around no matter how we talk it through
Could spend ya whole life tryna change shoes
And still be a villain on the evening news
Will they do the same to me?
Or would they let me rest in peace
Guess I’ll never know, know, know
I won’t be 'round for the show, show, show
Will you drag me through these streets
Or would they show respect to me?
Guess I never know, know, know
I won’t be 'round for the show, oh, no, no
[Hook: Sillvz]
I know that I don’t matter much
Lately I’ve been sad as fuck
I search for change it’s true
But nothing seems to grab that shade of blue, so
I dip out one time
[Verse 2: Sillvz]
Back to my fantasy
Inside my head, they don’t bother me, no
In here I’m problem free, it’s just the sun and me
Ain’t no judgement, ain’t nobody hatin'
Everybody love themselves, in the matrix
Everybody one for self and I hate it
Think it’s bad when broke?
Even worse when ya made it
Oh trust that, all facts
Ones that never called, they gon’ call back
The ones that ran away, in the day
They gon' crawl back
And they ain’t finna stay
Finna fade, if it fall flat, all facts
Fake, whatchu call that
[Verse 3 - Valentine]
Coastin', and coastin', and coastin' away
If I’m being honest, today’s not my day
I wouldn’t even know the words to say
But that’s everyday, so I treat it like nothing, okay
Pull out the weed, and I bill up a woods
Not by your side, but you know that I should
Be all you need, and you know that I could
Back to the woods, back to the woods
Tell me, am I just wasting my time?
(Tell me, am I just wasting my time?)
Thinking about this shits got me going out my mind
(Got me going out my mind)
If I matter to you, then why are you moving strange?
(You're moving so strange)
'Cause deep down I know that this ain’t really gonna change (change)
[Outro - Valentine]
It’s a muthafuckin' vibe
You know, we bout
The muthafuckin' vibe