Cameron Philip
[ENGLISH REMIX] BTS (SUGA) - FIRST LOVE
I loved you, I still do
There's not a moment that goes by that I don't miss you
Every single second of every single day I can't help thinking
That you're letting our memories fade away

And I can't understand why you ever loved me. I can't
We always talked about the future but we never planned
And I know that you are always gunna be my biggest fan
But the problem wasn't the artist, the problem was the man

I can't stop thinking 'bout it, about the way I thought
About the way I struggle whеn I feel like it's a lot. Well it's not
It felt likе it, only tried when I felt like it
Despite the way that I like you, I never showed what I could do

I know you could do better, I know you know that too
But something always happens when I'm laying there with you
Connected, we feel. The love it's real
And every single time you're with me, I be getting chills

So look at me. Look me in the eyes
Look inside your heart, try and say goodbye
I know that would be better, not only just for me
But if you let me go then you would finally be free

And I'm just saying shit right now, I'm writing what I feel
Tomorrow when I wake up I don't want this to be real
This ain't even a rap, these are just my thoughts
And if you think I'm doing fine I'm telling you I'm not

And nobody understands, not a single person
Not a man or woman in this world can understand we're worth it
Yea the pain, the fighting, I know we try to hide it
When you say that you're okay I can tell that you are lying

It's alright, it's okay. We'll be happy one day
Whether that be together, with someone or we lonely
I know that it gets better, but better seem so far
So what's the point of living if I'm living with no heart?

Fuck it, I just need to be with you but I know that I can't
Or rather we should leave everything we had in the past
I don't give a fuck about all the shit you and I been through
All I care about is the crazy feeling I get with you

And I know it ain't that simple, but maybe it should be
I think I was made for you, and you were made for me
And I know that you agree, I know that you agree
A future with each other is the only I can see

And maybe I'm obsessed, and fuck it I'm upset
And yea I got a hundred thousand similar regrets
But the one thing I would never in my life ever regret
Is talking to the pretty girl who then became my friend

And then I went and kissed you, and you became my love
As time went on, it was apparent that you were the one
I know that we were young, and I know that we are
But when we old and dying I still want you in my arms

I want you in my arms
I want you in my arms
I want you in my arms
I want you in my arms

I want you in my arms
I want you in my arms
I want you in my arms
I need you in my arms