Ever since I was born
I wanted to die
And when the clouds are torn
I fall through the sky
And I bet when they fall
They all wanna fly
But when I fall down
I know that it's time

Everyone tries to understand
Like I'm one of them
Like I'm just a man but
They're livin' in wonderland
And I can't come in
And I can't commit but
One thing that I can commit
Is the only sin
That I feel within so
I think about bleeding out
Just sleep for now, just sleep forever

Oh you want me to die?
Welcome to the club
It's not like I cared enough, nah
No not like you cared at all
My friends watched me fall
And they watched me crawl
My own head's spinnin' now
Can't let it out
I wanna drown

Drown in my darkness
You're heartless
I know this, so
How dare you ask me to be happy
When I can't be, no
I got them laughing
While I'm weeping
Inside my home
I watch them pretend
Just to feel good
About themselves
While I just descend
I'm not decent
Do I deserve help

How can I live my life
When I live my life
Thinkin' about death
So I put on a smile
And put out the fire
So that we can pretend
They all look at me
But I look away
Cause my eyes aren't dead
But at least they get to see
The cool dude
With the steadily declining mental health

You don't, no, you don't
You don't, you don't, you don't
You don't, no, you don't
You don't, you don't, you don't