VINXEN (빈첸)
허물 (Skin) (English Translation)
[Verse 1] (Vinxen)
How many more skins should I shed ?
To fly off as an adult ?
Can I meet the standards for adult ?
After how many more seasons can I feel stable ?
I learned getting hurt is the best
But I can’t use any more regenerative power
Until I saw the reality I wasn’t scared
But I’m faced with the reality
Now I’m a coward

What do you know about me ?
Have you lived with me for 20 years ?
It’s neither mom nor dad who completely knows me
It’s neither me nor the mighty God
Evеn if I prayed with my hands I was in hell
I might not evеn be worth being healed
Maybe from the time I start having no religion again
It’s neither God nor the family
It’s me whom I can trust
I’ve been hurt
Even if I got hurt by people
I trusted them and I got hurt as much as I trusted
I can’t blame others
I just cut my arm
And break a mirror to blow off steam
I periodically repeat such stupid behavior
I regret my friend
Yes, right. You’re all right
I’m crazy. Yes I am !
Where did it all go wrong ?
And my answer is
It’s been wrong since I was born
Life cycle is a vice
If only sensitive people like me were the only one on earth
Small talks would stop and I would hear the sound of the revolving earth
A ball only with the music will be held
Even if the festival ends, without taking off the masks
One by one, they will disappear in silence
Getting hurt by relationships with others
Is always my share
It’s easy for you
Not to be hurt by bad people
I just have to be the worst
But I don’t want to
Because I am a human-like being

[Chorus] (Vinxen & Seori]
I thought I got hurt a lot
Now I’m shedding my first skin
Can I overcome the things that will come in the future ?
Help me
Actually giving up looks easier
I should probably think hard
In front of tens of thousands of crossroads
Can I take the right path ?
I don’t know
Help me
[Verse 2] (Vinxen)
Where is my spirit ?
The attitude where I can do anything
Not what’s left is the same sense of inferiority at the same time
Dark colored thoughts and delusions
That’s all
At 20 more variables will be in front of me
New people and incidents will be in front of me
But I’m scared in advance shaking in a blue room
That’s me
A guy who always doubts first
That’s me
A guy who’s looking for a trick in Goodwill
That’s me
A nice person becomes a loser
My sensitive nerves on edge ruin my mind
My mind gets sterilized by pouring whiskey
I know the side effects but this is how I can hold out this unreasonableness
I can’t be me forever

[Chorus] (Vinxen & Seori]
I thought I got hurt a lot
Now I’m shedding my first skin
Can I overcome the things that will come in the future ?
Help me
Actually giving up looks easier
I should probably think hard
In front of tens of thousands of crossroads
Can I take the right path ?
I don’t know
Help me