[Chorus]

I don’t know what they expect from me
All smiles, I wonder what they’re seeing
Thinking to myself, like
Feet tied together
I can’t keep up with my best life
I find it hard to think about you
When I’m never in the mood
And I can’t fight through it
Guess I ruined it
Always doubting the truth in this life
My life

[Verse 1]

Cooling it downtown
City is my surround sound
Looking around
Tryna get inspiration
I’m waiting for the for universe to take me
Feel like everybody hates me
How'd you expect me to write about love when I can’t love myself
Uh
And I’m being a little hyperbolic
Course I love myself
But I fixate on negatives
Need to work on turning them all into positives
Give my mental a temple so I acknowledge it
Polish my craft
Free myself and get back
Find myself getting mad
Pessimistic and sad
Sometimes I’m polar opposite
Catch me in the best mood and I’ll turn to an optimist
That version of me is often missed
Maybe I should just go ahead and relax a bit
Focus on my soul and where my passion is
Maybe then I’ll develop into a pacifist
[Chorus]

I don’t know what they expect from me
All smiles, I wonder what they’re seeing
Thinking to myself, like
Feet tied together
I can’t keep up with my best life
I find it hard to think about you
When I’m never in the mood
And I can’t fight through it
Guess I ruined it
Always doubting the truth in this life
My life


[Verse 2]

Had to getaway for a little bit
Took a train to Imperia
Had some time to breathe
I’ma take all in before I got to leave
I’ma take all in before I got to leave
So what’s the move
I got a lot to prove
Get my self together
I don’t have time to lose
I lose my faith too much
I take the crutch
To keep me up from dust
The balance is a must
It’s the breeze that keeps me sane
The currents that move, the thunder and the rain
Listening to Nas, all the things he’s saying
And all I do is watch sitting on this train
It numbs the pain
[Chorus: J.Pappas & Lizzy Mcalpine] x3

I don’t know what they expect from me
All smiles, I wonder what they’re seeing
Thinking to myself, like
Feet tied together
I can’t keep up with my best life
I find it hard to think about you
When I’m never in the mood
And I can’t fight through it
Guess I ruined it
Always doubting the truth in this life
My life