Life is a gift so let’s live it well
No one wants to spend every day in hell
But every now and then it gets hard to tell
Why life doesn’t care if I win or if I fail
Time will move on leave me behind in its wake
And no one seems to care that it’s my life at stake
Every other day I don’t wanna stay
In this place with my face on display

I have to fight what’s in my head
Defeat the parts that want me dead
So I can breathe again
I have to fight what’s in my head
Defeat the parts that want me dead
So I can breathe again

I’m not allowed to be me in this dumb society
I look around the room seeing no originality
All that’s left to do is flee, wondering who I could be
I tried to run away but no one will ask me to stay
And this problem will track me, drown me in a cloud of grey
With no possible escape
I write this note and I slowly fade away

This is a suicide note to myself
I don’t know that theres anyone else who can help
I don’t know if theres anyone out there
Searching for, fighting for
The answers we can’t find in the places that we hide
Do you know what it’s like to think twice about your life
To have a never ending fight recurring every single night
I can’t save myself from my own mind
So I’ll take my life and save some time

I have to fight what’s in my head
Defeat the parts that want me dead
So I can breathe again
I have to fight what’s in my head
Defeat the parts that want me dead
So I can breathe again

Life is a gift so let’s live it well
No one wants to spend every day in hell
But every now and then it gets hard to tell
Why life doesn’t care if I win or if I fail
Time will move on leave me behind in its wake
No one seems to care that it’s my life at stake
Every other day I don’t wanna stay
In this place with my face on display
I’m not allowed to be me in this dumb society
I look around the room seeing no originality
All that’s left to do is flee, wondering who I could be
I tried to run away but no one will ask me to stay
And this problem will track me, drown me in a cloud of grey
With no possible escape
I write this note and I slowly fade away