Feeding me lies im just trapped in white lines
All of the time I think of that time
I almost went ghost and ended my life
Trapped in the way of drowning my pride
Give you my skin you can make me my Hyde
Jump out the way I wanna just hide
I end my life it happens tonight

Slitting my throat you know I'll end it right
Jump off the chair I'll break my spine
Gun in my mouth this is all of the time
Trapped in my ways I'm just trapped in my lies
Takin the chance on the I-95

Shovel in dirt bury down to the grave
Gettin no cash you see I just got paid
My life for your life I want to trade
Depression in me to which I'm a slave
Last bit of hope it's away i just caved

Push me and pull me I am not sane
Pickin apart all the thoughts in my brain
Suicidal thoughts no they can't be tamed
I cannot go and give myself a name


I love you come here you'll be mine forever
Why do you seem all under the weather
What do you mean we cannot be together
Push me off the edge I'll float like a feather


You can go and take my heart and break it now
I want to live I want to make it out

Deprsssion obsession whatever you call it
Cold blade against my skin what I see fit
Please take my love you see not counterfeit
What did you tell me fuck I have to sit
What do you want is it just to go split
I can't do this I cannot handle this

You can take my heart and break it now
I want to live I want to make it out