{chorus}
Just wanna forget it so the end can come
And i don't understand why i feel so numb
Can’t ever return where i'm coming from
‘cuz i just lost my mind and I feel so dumb

{verse}

[sang]
Gotta escape from my mind's sensations
Can’t drown it out with some good vibrations
Keep my reputation with exaggerations
Cuz i ain't gonna meet the world's expectations
Why am i surprised that i'm all alone?
All ties stay cut, nowhere to go
With my friendships gone and my chances blown
It ain't so simple picking up the phone
Cuz some words on a screen are still materialistic
Pretending that you care is just opportunistic
And getting back to normal is too idealistic
It's a big bad world if we're being realistic

[rapped]
Feels like i'm just living in the sheets of my bed
Where only i can fight the battles in the walls of my head
Really hurts that you would let yourself be duped and misled
Sometimes I sat and wondered if you’ll miss me when i’ll be dead

{chorus}