I try to hide, I can't hide the stress
When it should be more, all I give is less
I try to run away, I'm not havin fun
When it come to feelin pain then I guess I'm numb
Love is neva easy, feel like givin up
I care so much but nobody else gives a fuck
I haven't been the same, for a long time
I need love but nobody else want mine

I can't take this pain, damn I feel so low
Suicidal thoughts, I just wanna go
I'm just so depressed, wishin I was dead
Who gonna stop me when I put that bullet through my head
You might know da truth, but lack my feel of pain
I lost so many people I could neva be the same
I don't love myself, I'm a sinner
I lost so many battles I could neva be a winner