III. Negativity In Comments

I was conversating with my friend James in 1st block today. He was watching YouTube videos and which led me to promote my music. I choose the song “Bubblebath” one because it isn’t as serious as if I had chose Dad,November 19th or 27 Club but this song was something he could laugh at becasuse I still have to keep my “funny guy” bit going self-conciously and I don’t really know why I do it. He listened to it and chuckled as I expected but his curiosity led him to lcicking on other songs. He found Stalk and I gasped under my breath for some reason of which I’m too tired and ready for bed to explain. He listened to about a minute of the song and then read the comments. He read a comment that read “this is terrible”

Which was also the first time I had noticed the comment as well. I have been emotionally conflicted all day and have been contemplating giving up the profession and this comment sent me one step closer to the end of the road. At the moment if you asked me do I know what I want to do. I would say….I just don’t know right now