[Verse 1]
Here we go on the move again/
And I'm tryna figure what I gotta do to win/
You playing games and it's strange cause when you with him/
I wanna pull a tech cause I noticed what he did/
I see the scars and the bruise on your face/
You say you wanna leave but he keep you for a taste/
And I'm tryna think of what I gotta do to break the space/
So I'm doing all I can to show you there's a better way/
It's no secret that he's making a move/
He gets drunk and fucked up and blames it all on you/
They get to arguing and yelling echoing through the room/
She tries to leave he cuts her off as he locking the tomb and then/
He goes for a swing/
She starts ducking as he gets to rubbing hands on her wings/
Eventually it escalates tryna make her sing/
And she love it but she thinking this ain't what I wanna be/
She just tryna go and get a degree/
And get her mind right but in hind sight she believe/
She ain't ever gonna do it cause the guy only brings/
Madness and chaos and killing her dreams and damn/
It gets crazier a whole month later/
He gone and she thinking no man is gonna date her/
She end up pill popping tryna go to her creator/
And thankfully angels in white robes came to save her/
[Bridge]
She probably thinking like/
She probably thinking right now/
Probably thinking right now/
She probably thinking like/
Probably thinking like/
Thinking this/
[Chorus]
Can I be saved?/
Do I gotta go through all the pain?/
Why I gotta go through this again?/
God why?/
Why I gotta try?/
Why I gotta be alive?/
Why you leave me here to play this game?/
Can I be saved?/
Can I be saved right now huh?/
Can I be saved?/
[Verse 2]
Some time goes by she's out of the hospital/
Memories came back nothing was hospitable/
While working on the side/
She's been looking for a guy/
That could heal the pain inside as she's wondering what did I do?/
She's only 22/
Her mom passed/
All she knew was abuse coming from her dad/
And she never had a clue about the love she had/
Losing trust in every relationship cause they treat her bad/
Only using her for sex getting cheated/
Mistreated turning to alcohol and smoking on the weekends/
With no one being there/
Treat her fair give amusement/
Looking through a barrel she's thinking/
What am I losing?/
So/
She gets a clip, puts it in/
Takes a look at the mirror with demons creeping in/
Puts it up to her brain with tears down her chin/
Slowly squeezing the trigger as she's meeting the end/