You would think that I
Would be used to it by now
But I haven't slept for months
And keep on running short on words
To describe
The feeling that I can't say ''Hi'' to you
Now I'm collecting hats and quotes
Cause they remind me of you

We used to talk
About such snobby things
Then I pretended like
I didn't have to look up
The meaning of your words
On google translate
I guess I'm still waiting for you
To answer
Sometimes, maybe... In my dreams I know you would stay
I push tomorrow away

You would think that I
Would be used to the silence
From your side
Although back in the day
It seemed like you could
Never shut up
About all little things
You called me kid
Now I can't deny that
I am catching up on you

And you used to ask
About what happens in space
Well dear, do you know?
Are you somewhere talking to the man who fell to earth?

In my dreams
I know you would stay
I psuh tomorrow as far away
As I can
When I'm not awake
I go to the only place where you exist again