[Verse 1]
At the end of the day I got myself, that's all I need
I be smoking strong, and meditate to find my peace
I just wanted to make my mama proud of me
I still remember when they all doubted me
Where do I go? I need to leave
But when I die, will it be peacefully?
Immortal pain, it never leaves
Nothing to gain, nothing to see
[Verse 2]
When my cousin died I was on my way home
Got the call from my sister on my cell phone
So much pain that day, shit still haven't left me alone
Damn, fuck, you shoulda stayed home
Feel like I'm in a lucid dream
I feel like now this YouTube shit is killing me
I lost myself, it's like it took my heart from me
You laughed at my pain and now you grew apart from me
Unconscious, ain't no controlling me
The racks right where they're supposed to be
My dad never even noticed me
I guess that's how it's supposed to be
I cut her off, now she exposing me
The government killing us slowly
I dropped out, mama's still proud of me
And now I'm where I wanna be
And now we're going our separate ways
Keep your head up, always gon' be brighter days
Wish I had wings, fuck the world, I'll fly away
Bitch, I'm fed up, somebody gon' die today
Yeah, oooh, leave me alone
Just leave me alone