[Hook
I slept alone last night and I felt alright for the first time in six months
And I know it’s not much but it’s all I’ve got while I’m holding on to the person I’m not
And I’ve built you up while I’ve broken down
But it’s ok I’m doing better now
So maybe this month won’t hurt as much as the last
And I’m on my way to knowing this will pass

{Verse]
You left a part of your heart in my room last night
And the scar on my arm shows that I don’t try
To make things better for myself
Because I need to show you I still need help
That was the old me and he’s never leaving
So all I can do is work on making it easier for myself
To come to terms with the way I am
And to ask for help

[Pre-Chorus]
To ask for help
Because I never thought I could feel this high
After going through one of the worst times in my life

[Hook]
I slept alone last night and I felt alright for the first time in six months
And I know it’s not much but it’s all I’ve got while I’m holding on to the person I’m not
And I’ve built you up while I’ve broken down
But it’s ok I’m doing better now
So maybe this month won’t hurt as much as the last
And I’m on my way to knowing this will pass

[Post-Chorus]
I used to say that this was forever
Dear God don’t take me back to December
And I used to say that this was forever
Don’t take me back to December
Because I used to think that we were forever
Please take me back to September