(Verse)
I go so back in forth in my brain
It’s like I’m playing tug-a-war
I feel like I’m insane
I got spinal fluid lubing up the cord within my hands
Loser gets X-el the brand, branded on their leg through their pant’s, yeye
You’ll forever rock me, yeye
For, everyone to see, yeye
I’ve manifested everything
I put my mind to, now it’s time to get my own name on me tattooed
To symbolize who was there when I needed me time
You can criticize a boss but Indeed I feel free
You could never understand the underlying criticism I put me, through
Those who can relate scream “Me Too”
Ugh, I had enough of all these games
You can try and compete, but we ain’t even in the same lane
Better strap up and turn your system on
You’ve gotta lotta levels to achieve my young paddle wan
I’m a masta
Speak it so fire I turn these carbs into pasta
As you see my name rising on this rap rosta
You will start to understand my thoughts and realize why they bring me laughta
Not a plan B for the morning afta
No none at all, I got every egg in this basket, no room to fall
Every move I make Is delicate
Strategically placed like a delegate
Intelligent signs of pen development
I got bars for days
My streams, none are paid
I prefer to show off the legitimately real organic way
By thinking about everything that I want and by proving to you I can get it
I got it, I rock it, my intellect incredibly strong so somebody dial a medic
My genetics and esthetic are joined together by kinetic energetic energy
My feet are a size thirteen so step to a beast if
Wanna feed this feast
No peace just teeth
So take a second to breathe, you’ll need it
Cuz you’re fighting for life under water you’re drowning in the deep for stepping a foot to me
Yeye
Am I nuts? I don’t know
But Indeed I run the show
Grab my hand and we can go
Come on, come on, vámonos
Let’s go sell some hoodie for few
I hate being broke
I’m serving tables
Tryna flip them
So I, can pay my loans
I feel alone
Where is home
Damn it
Wheres my phone
Ah fuck, I just need to chill
I think I’m going crazy
The levels of stress
That I’ve been feeling lately
Got my shoulders in a knot
To the point …
I don't know if it’ll ever get better or not
I really got to slow it down before I run out of things to say
Like, Ha, Ha, Hey do you like what I did there?
This is my impression of Dre the king aye!
Okay, so this is all thats going on in my mother fucking head right now
I have to come up with over $700 in less than 2 weeks and HAHAHA I FEEL LIKE CANT DO THAT!!
Oh and I have the place to myself currently but have work in 3 hours just to continue on training
But i need to work on my music
It’s like each day that I live is pulling me apart from each one, set of my limbs
It’s hard to understand where I’m at
I just want to rap, does that really make me bad
I barely sleep now guess I’m living my dream inside of realities Realm
Even though it seems more like the start to a nightmare, I see Freddy on the street, damn I’m tweaking
Im tweaking fuck man I'm fucking tweaking
Ah ah ah ah I don't even... ahh I'm done, I'm done