[?] and I don't wanna find it
I'm alone, crushed thoughts turn to darkness
I been on my own since the day I fell in love
I can't quit these drugs, scared of hittin' 21

[?] and I don't wanna find it
I'm alone, crushed thoughts turn to darkness
I been on my own since the day I fell in love
I can't quit these drugs, scared of hittin' 21


No its fine, no its fine, I don't need it
Why these doctors got my scritps on repeatin'
I was 19, now I'm hittin' 20
And the pills are gettin' heavy
And I'm sorta gettin' scared now
It was fun and games, now I gotta try and live
Cause I get withdrawals if I don't get my script
All these opiates only way to numb the pain
I can't quit them though, I just never feel the same

Its a tough pain
Yeah, I walk alone
I don't need no pity when I got my dope
When you call my phone, I just tend to lie
How can I tell you that I'm never really doin fine
Fuck my brain I don't know how to change it
Ghost in my mind always tellin' me to take it
Its a waste, the way I spend my days
Started out 11
Never stop till this day
[?] and I don't wanna find it
I'm alone, crushed thoughts turn to darkness
I been on my own since the day I fell in love
I can't quit these drugs, scared of hittin' 21

[?] and I don't wanna find it
I'm alone, crushed thoughts turn to darkness
I been on my own since the day I fell in love
I can't quit these drugs, scared of hittin' 21

No its fine, no its fine, I don't need it
Why these doctors got my scritps on repeatin'
I was 19, now I'm hittin' 20
And the pills are gettin' heavy
And I'm sorta gettin' scared now
It was fun and games, now I gotta try and live
Cause I get withdrawals if I don't get my script
All these opiates only way to numb the pain
I can't quit them though, I just never feel the same