[Verse 1]
I count the steps from my house to yours
To see if my legs are longer than before
I'm glad I started wearing shoes that fit
My head is too heavy for you to cradle
Kick my shins from under the table
I was too afraid of it
[Chorus]
The worst year of your life started when you met me
You say I shouldn't take it personally
But I can't cry and you can't stop
I love you but I know that you feel stuck
[Verse 2]
I'm more myself while lying on the floor
Sometimes there's nothing to say
At least I'm not thinking anymore
Oh, you love me today
But something has to change
Don't want you feel stuck
But I want you to stay
Force my tears out to look in the mirror
This is what it would look like if I really cared
Cover up the wounds when I talk to you
'Cause that's what I always do
That's what I always do
[Chorus]
The worst year of your life started when you met me
You say I shouldn't take it personally
But the smiling's fake and I've mastered it
So have you, you just don't want to admit it
[Verse 3]
Can't tell if I love enough
I never think about this stuff
I can feel the growing resentment
But I'm too afraid to end it
Can't tell if I love enough
I've never been good at this stuff
I can feel the growing resentment
But I'm too afraid to end it
Do you feel stuck?