[Chorus]
Pressure to gain, memory loss
I’ve been ashamed how these feelings evolved
Investing in pain and second guessing it all
Made a mess of my brain, now my perception is off
Pressure to gain, memory loss
I’ve been ashamed how these feelings evolved
Investing in pain and second guessing it all
Made a mess of my brain, now my perception is off

[Verse]
I might try to die, there’s no ending
By my side the sky looks so empty
I find light alright when you’re with me
That’s probably why thеy’ll die in their envy
I still try, I’vе been dealing with these feelings its a lot
But here lately I feel safe from suicide
Think you saved me from myself and my little bind
I just hate that I need help, I can't deny
I feel safe I know its selfish, oh, you died?
Then I promise on my mom, I’m right behind
A December night, couldn’t stay for long
If I remember right, I was way to gone
Off the jiggas, I shouldn’t play with guns
The November sky, and the paper sun
[Chorus]
Pressure to again, memory loss
I’ve been ashamed how these feelings evolved
Investing in pain, and second guessing it all
Made a mess of my brain, now my perception is off
Pressure to again, memory loss
I’ve been ashamed how these feelings evolved
Investing in pain, and second guessing it all
Made a mess of my brain, now my perception is off