Deep October
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You, me & John Doe the plug
I’ll follow you into the woods
Nature will open her flood gates
We’ll drown her out in the Forrest
Maybe of course
We can relate
Place we can mourn
Inside her embrace; a strangling chord
& her entitlement, she’s been admired since
The day she was born
Look up to me, I can relate to your suffering
You can seek faith when you’re under the
Weather, thats bеtter than buffering
Lost in the city, a city that’s gold
Has nothing to еnvy, it’s prettiness stolen
From the kids that had been there before them
Isnt indigenous privilege a joke then?

This isnt her crib but familiar odors
Bringing me back to whenever I told her
We’ll be together whenever we’re older
I thought bout forever but never proposed it
All of this shit is difficult emotions

Stuck in the loop i invert my dosage
Drugs that induce and reverse psychosis
(It’s) something to do so I burn more bridges
Nothing to lose or concern my interest
Trusted in you got my limits
What can I do if it’s not my business ?
I carry the weight of the world
Those wounds still cut super deep
We talk when I lucid dream
I carry the weight of the world
How I trip on fewer things
That’s just how I choose to think
I carry the weight of the world

There’s this girl that you remind
Me so much of every day
And there’s so much on your mind
While there’s so much on your plate
And we both like to get high
I love that we can relate
We both struggle to survive
It gets harder everyday