Deep October
this is going to hurt
Angel lips
Hazel eyes
Taking risks
You love to chase a high
Pain exists
So you can stay alive
Whatever's dangerous
Under the painted sky
Hate the pull
Love the air
There some things I’ll say to you if we get closer dear
I been tryna play it cool
But it gets so severe
Told me “I would wait on you long as we go somewhere”
It's a night for a nice little party
Back in high school I'd might do molly
If you’d like to, that's fine; move calmly
Thru the times when the high's prolonging
Do you wake up running
Through my head and through my mind
How I think I wish I said it
Then regret it other times
With your makeup running
Down your head into your eyes
Makes me feel like I'm in debt
And I feel better when you try
You can stay
It's ok
If you're in to silence
There's a pain in my brain
I've identified with
I’ve talked to god
No more struggling to find me
Troubled and intrusive
How my thoughts are moving light speed
Ok maybe March 6
SSRI
I was running out of options
Guess it’s alright
If I speak into existence
Try not to deny
That the universe will listen
Truth will hurt admission
It's a night for a nice little party
Back in high school I’d might do molly
If you'd like to, that's fine; move calmly
Thru the times when the high's prolonging
Do you wake up running
Through my head and through my mind
How I think I wish I said it
Then regret it other times
With your makeup running
Down your head into your eyes
Makes me feel like I’m in debt
And I feel better when you try