(Are you recording..? Yeah you are)

Dear god
Can you tell me if you’re listening
I
Been sick and just wishing it’d stop
This shit gets intense my limbs locking up
Ok I’m not really religious till insomnia
Has me questioning existence, hypoxia
Spent
3 days in the ER from the oxy’s cut
Reading apocrypha

Go thru changes
Yuh
I love how my mama thinks I’m famous
Might Go by her designer when the plane lands
My Bitch all dressed in Prada, its her favorite
I Got some to believe in , I can’t shake it
Might Just fry my cerebrum to my brain stеm
I Wonder how it feels to feel amazing
Nights
Almost took my life inside a days inn
Now
I hop on a flight non stop to vеgas

I Was
Gripping on my stomach crying calling out for change
New York for the summer but might fuck around and stay
I been getting numb to the stuff that ppl say
And
Thank god for my mother, it’s a struggle everyday

And to my sister know I got you
We gon’ share some enemies
My lil brother knows I got him
Looking like a little me
Never had a perfect father but still call me if you need something
When it’s bridge over the water
We can catch up cuz we need to

I guess everything gets better in time
I guess everything gets better in time
I heard everything gets better in time
When will everything get better in mine ?