Deep October
Into the void
I love you
Text messages
Text messages and voicemails
I'm pressing send, I guess it is my choice now
I don't really know where it goes from here
And everybody says it's better in your older years
And I don't listen to what I'm supposed to hear
I thought I was intuitive, but mostly fear the fact that I can fall back
And start back at square one
I'm afraid of sunny days, and finding shade feels fucking dangerous
My feet burn and touch the pavement
I'm forever running places
I'll forever run in place
Lose the head I love to chase
Lose my head, lose my mind
If all my hands I stare at the [?]
I can put an end to all my [?]
I can't tell you how many times that I just doubted that I will and see 25
I can say I wasted your life
Without it in mind
I live and doubt it in mind
Text messages
Text messages and voicemails
I'm pressing send, I guess it is my choice now