Got these long nights stuck inside head
Struggling to escape all this pain within
I’m really happy with my self but I’m not, fucks wrong with me
Feels like I’m insane please help if your hearin' me

I don’t know where to go all over again
I blink once now it’s two more days ahead
All the years flyin' by like when does it end
By the time I know I’m sure I’ll be dead

Baby if I leave this world promise me you’ll be safe
You see me tryin' really hard to improve on my self
You tell me pray to god you’ll be here on my bed
Waiting for me to come home with my heart in my head

Once again I’m straight where I started before
Fuck the demon tempting me with everything I adore
Slam the door run away but he controls the floor
I’m sick and tired so I yell leave me alone

I’m strong enough now I’m steppin' up slowly, I know
Take the crown, now I’m king of my own fuckin' throne
Baby now I’m sorry I’ve been fallin' so quick
It's just hard to control these evil conflicts

I’m tryin'
To confine it
I’m tired
So fuck my own damn self