This shit feels so heavy and i feel so empty this shit makes me wanna open my veins till i'm empty and in that ill be released from my pain what's the point of life any way i just wanna feel ok but i'm not and i just wanna be me but i guess i'm gonna have to take this Glock to my brain to feel no pain what's the point of life anyway my place is in the grave i just wanna be free but i feel like i'm in captivity i made friends with misery i'm just a sad lonely kid with no direction and thoughts of fame that are so unattainable and my sadness is incurable and the people in my life are intolerable trying to help me but they are slowly killing me but i'll be the one with the last laugh when the have to scrub my blood out the carpet

Is my shit a little bit to dark for you can you not handle the shit that i say is it a little bit to real you ever just wake up every single fucking day and praying that your dead by the end of it

I dont pray to god i dont believe in that shit but if i was to i would ask him to take my fucking life and i would ask him if when i try to kill myself if it could finally work for fucking ounce

Im so fucking tired of living in this world im so tired being amongst all you fucking lames i wanna put these shots in my brain open up my fucking veins tired of feeling pain what is there to gain but fame im tired of my life im tired of my mother fucking life im tired of the people in my life everybody trying to help me but there slowly killing me everybody wants me to get better but i just wanna fucking die

Ya'll say that you love me ya'll say that you want me around why you always lying to me why you always cappin why you saying all this shit that ain't fucking true say you give a fuck about me that's a fucking lie you say you love me highly fucking doubt it

I wanna live my life free of fucking pain but there's no way that's gonna fucking happen so i think im just gonna have to die fucking soon im just gonna hang myself gonna drink some shit gonna pop some shit till i fucking die slit my wrist ya that ain't no lie

If you really love me let me fucking know before i before i let the fucking shit blow into my fucking head if you love me let me know if you want me to stay let me fucking know cause soon i'm gonna kill my fucking self