Why do I love the pain
I swear man I'm crazy
I only attract phsyco bitches
I guess I just love my stitches
I'm tired of being so broken
I just wish I could open up with out fear
I just wanna hold some one dear
And wipe away their tears
I wanna pick you up
When you feeling blue
I wanna be loyal and true to you
But I've never had that in return
So idk if I'm capable

Like you want I wait
For you to save me
You just standing there smiling
While I'm breaking
Why do you only love the pain
Give you every part of me
Worth taking
You come back
Just so you can break mе
Why do you only love the pain

Put those cuts on my wrist
Fill mе with pain
Place the gun on my temple
Put the bullet in my brain
I'm mentally ill
Anxiety filled
All over you
I've been staying up these late nights
And I don't have the fight to go on
And I do all this for some fake love
And some butt
But I just wanna be free
I'm not fulfilling my destiny
I've been in captivity for along fucking time I've been a prisoner of love
And I just wanna be set fucking free
Honestly I thought you loved me
But I guess I was a fool for thinking that
Idk how you could ever fucking love me Natalie you's a fucking bitch
I honestly hope you burn in hell
For the shit that you've done
Hope you fucking kill yourself
Put that fucking gun to your head
And pull the fucking triger

Like you want I wait
For you to save me
You just standing there smiling
While I'm breaking
Why do you only love the pain
Give you every part of me
Worth taking
You come back
Just so you can break me
Why do you only love the pain