[VERSE]
I supposed to kill myself last year
Slittin' wrist, tryna jumpin' off the hill
But there's something inside me
That hold me down, that hold me back
It's like a whisper in my ear
Broke in tears, live in the fear
I'm scared that I can't finish things till it's clear

[HOOK]
It's never looks like it
No, it's not
It's never perfect like you thought
No, it isn't
I can show you how it feels
No one ever knows the real shit that I feel (it slowly kills me)
Yes, it is
Yes, it is

[BRIDGE]
I hate myself the most than them
I hate mysеlf the first time my feet on the ground
I nеver got no one that leads me to a better way
I never got no one that leads me to a better day

[HOOK]
It's never looks like it
No, it's not
It's never perfect like you thought
No, it isn't
I can show you how it feels
No one ever knows the real shit that I feel (it slowly kills me)
Yes, it is
Yes, it is