[Verse 1: 2020]
Sittin' on back in a chair and I’m lounging and counting the ways that I’m making it through
Sittin' on back with a prayer and a fountain of wetted emotion that’s waiting to spew
Soda and liquor, the liquid elixir, the mixer that’s fixin' my negative mood
Started off sippin' then dipped into taking a shot for each person I don’t live up to
Think I would be happy if I was in Malibu (uh)
Then again my happy relies on a point of view (uh)
I turn 23 and then wish I was 22 (yuh)
I see people lovin' and see an impending doom
There’s no room for a good and dandy thought inside my right brain
You're passin' while I’m sittin' idle in the right lane
Write about it, fight about it, don’t be so uptight about it, talkin' to myself so I don’t gotta go and lie about it
I’m making it, faking it, getting medicated, but there isn’t any way to get better edification
I thought about what I’m about to say, in a way it makes today, so lemme elevate it
(ok) I’m a 6, you’re a 3, but the girl I want is thinkin' I’m a 3, so she be, talking to me cautiously, then I see, you’re the only person that’s in front of me, and I’m a guy, 23, so enter biology
(honestly) Lemme just offer you an apology
Lemme try to blame it all on inner ideology
I agree, I can be, better than I’m currently, slipping on my tripping on my aggravating honesty
My brain is noisy, it’s poisonous to think, but I’m more involved in my music than you think, and despite the evil and loathing I do think that songs should be celebrated with a few drinks
[Chorus: 2020]
Ain’t no sun under shady trees
Ain’t no warmth when the waters freeze
Not much to do in 5 degrees
Got no reason to fight the breeze
Ain’t no sun under shady trees
Ain’t no warmth when the waters freeze
Not much to do in 5 degrees
Got no reason to fight the breeze
[Verse 2: 2020]
Layin' on down on a couch and I’m drinkin' and thinkin' about all the dreams that fell through
Layin' on down as I vouch for my actions, attracted to people that I never knew
Fighting a feeling of having no meaning, the ceiling is keeping me here for a few
Heavily breathing, indifferent season, concealing my reason and healing is due
Maybe I’d be doing ok at a barbecue (uh)
Out in California and cruising the avenue (uh)
Living like a human, and making some revenue
But living how you wanna is difficult getting to
And it’s looking like…
Every part of me is insulting
You are pukin' just to think cuz it’s that revolting
Like being a grown man is a house and goals thing
Find out your girl’s an adulteress, that is called adulting
(for real) The world is cold the old stays while the new gets introduced in new ways
Reduced to a crumb , abused but unfazed, come to find you’ve been free from thought for two days, shit
Fuck it, world is spinning so I continue to sin
I suck it, up and I just keep up the pace and puke in the
Bucket, watch the color leavin' my face and I just
Upchuck it, bouncin' to the rhythm and bass and you know I
Got it
Rap is not everyone’s cup of tea
Tried telling people, but they didn’t fuck me with me
Tried telling people it was introductory
Breakin' on through isn’t done so suddenly
Yo, you dabbin', I dabble, accidental babble, a drunken and dumb metaphorical scrabble, my purpose is perpetuated by shackles, a cackling witch, and a poisonous apple
Karma's a bitch and a snitch and an asshole, a dragon that draggin' my body on gravel, unraveled and frazzled I deal with the hassle but ain’t no place safe when the weather’s a battle
[Chorus: 2020]
Ain’t no sun under shady trees
Ain’t no warmth when the waters freeze
Not much to do in 5 degrees
Got no reason to fight the breeze
Ain’t no sun under shady trees
Ain’t no warmth when the waters freeze
Not much to do in 5 degrees
Got no reason to fight the breeze
Ain’t no sun under shady trees
Ain’t no warmth when the waters freeze
Not much to do in 5 degrees
Got no reason to fight the breeze
Ain’t no sun under shady trees
Ain’t no warmth when the waters freeze
Not much to do in 5 degrees
Got no reason to fight the breeze
