[Verse 1: 2020]

(Yeah!) A lot of gossiping has kept my mind from blossoming
(Yeah!) A lot of pondering, a lot of teeter tottering
(Yeah!) A lot of fondling
A lot of fucking vomiting
A lot of off and on again
A lot of semi honest men

(Yeah!) A lotta wandering, I wonder why I wandered in, but no one seems to question it, it’s all just too mind boggling
Doesn’t look too promising, but I don’t wanna promise him to keep committing modest sins, his people live inside my skin, and I can’t get it up 
So how could I try conquering, the demons that I’m conjuring, plus people keep on hollering
(Yo Ian, what’s your job again? Why don’t you go to college friend? We hate to keep on bothering but buddy you’re not prospering)
Yuh, yuh, yuh, self prescribed some liquor, don’t need someone with a doctorate, to tell me I’ll get sicker if I keep on drinking toxic shit, I’ll do the things I want (uh)
And keep my conscience moderate, I told myself I’d get better so fuck if I don’t honor it
To tell the truth I’d honestly rather be marketing the evils of the world instead of keeping feelings garnering
So when you see my demons, leave them to their darkening, as long as I’m alive I’ll try to keep my mental sparkling

(Yeah!) A lot of gossiping has kept my mind from blossoming
(Yeah!) A lot of pondering, a lot of teeter tottering
(Yeah!) A lot of fondling
A lot of fucking vomiting
A lot of off and on again
A lot of semi honest men

(Yeah!) A lot of gossiping has kept my mind from blossoming
(Yeah!) A lot of pondering, a lot of teeter tottering
(Yeah!) A lot of fondling
A lot of fucking vomiting
A lot of off and on again
A lot of semi honest men