Falling through my words a drifting under language into nothing but the pause of an echo and a breath to say hello a dream of ritual abuse disturbance for days cannot hang it on my shadow no hang it on my shadow mother unclearly seeing her son without dreaming she a mother unclearly thinking without feeling did not want to fall asleep disturbance for days cannot hang with this shadow darkness hovering no hello will you hang hang me with my shadow another night I say hello hang me whole hole below