[verse 1]
All these thoughts inside my head I can't seem to comprehend
All this medicine to soothe the pain but it never seems to end
Told me that you got me but you left me feeling scared
Told me that if I needed you then you would be right there
Told me break it down
Break it down for a minute
Told me that im scared
That im scared to be living
Told me pop a perc
If im scared of these fee lings
Told me fake the life
That I dream to be living
Every single night when I go to close my eyes
Every single thought thats consuming up my mind
Wonder why the fuck you ain't here by my side
Sat there confused blowing smoke to the skies
Damn
Now I gotta realise
Took it all for granted
Now I gotta realise
It won't be here long
So I gotta realise
How the fuck you had me feeling deep inside

[break]
Damn
Yeah
The way you got me feeling had me fucked up
Swear to god that ill put that on my mumma
I didn't need these constant lies you gave me
But I took them anyways
I took it and dealt with it
I dealt with the pain
Now you gon' face the consuequences of vain

[verse 2]
Told me that you loved me but you never really did
Said you wanna marry move out and have my kids
Told you slow it down cause you moving too quick
Woke me early morning telling me you feeling sick
Damn, guess I really felt the kick
How in my life will this ever really fit
Who will it be that's first one just to quit
Suicidal thoughts is it time that I commit
Damn
Left me feeling like this
Different from the times when you felt like shit
If you needed me then i'd always take the hit
Now i'm needing you yeah its always gonna miss
Always had the thought that you'd try and take the piss
Tried to lead me back with your words and a kiss
You were tryna lead me back in your abyss
Everything you did to me I have a whole list
Now i'm done with that i'm gonna stop with all these digs
Never change the story so it won't go twist
Put all this behind us let it sink into the mist
Guess we came together for this god damn kid
But that's just how it goes
Broken beaten bruised
Like a black rose
Like a black rose
Like a black rose