[Verse]
All the fucking times that you said that you cared
Really you were even fucking right there
Tryna hide away all the thoughts in my head
Thinking of the memories, why I feel like shit
I think that I just need to be left alone
Dont be sending msgs or calling my phone
If I see your name then its straight to the tone
Dont regret the things I said cause it was time for you to know
Pain in my head
Suicide and shit
Wishing to be dead
A bullet full of lead
Wishing I was scared
When I pop another med
They say that life is the best
But the grave is where I head
Lay me in a bed
Or lay me in a hearse
Cause a broken heart is broken once
And then it turns to dirt
You told me that you tried for me
But all you caused was hurt
You told me that you lied to me
When you told me you was hurt
Tell me why you love me and then you by my side
Tell me how you got me but you ain't down to ride
Tell me that you got me but you ain't here at night
But you tell me that you got me till the day that i die
Suicidal thoughts is it time for my advisory
I would've been fine if you stuck here on the ride with me
I would've been fine if you spent all of your time with me
And I would've been fine if you told me that you'd die for me