[hook]
Tell me why the fuck does it end like this
When I tell her that I love her she just breaks my shit, and I
Tell me why the fuck I feel like this
With these voices in my head but I ain't psychic
But I, don’t get all the shit she did
When she ran off with my kid and left me dead
But I, hold close all the memories in
My head when I start to sin my life's end
[verse 1]
But my life ends
I take percs just to fix and mend
Demons in my head ain't no false pretend
Take my heart don’t let it creep in
My pain, keep on spilling out on the page
Every time I write down don't know what to say
Cause i'm lost for words and I feel insane
Cause these drugs taking over so at night I pray
Tell me why she lays there in my bed at night
Yeah she wanna fight her fight
But the feeling in her head taking over so she might just end it
But she gotta go send it
[hook]
Tell me why the fuck does it end like this
When I tell her that I love her she just breaks my shit, and I
Tell me why the fuck I feel like this
With these voices in my head but I ain't psychic
But I, don't get all the shit she did
When she ran off with my kid and left me dead
But I, hold close all the memories in
My head when I start to sin my life's end
[verse 2]
You hold me close
So I won't let go
Death overdose
I'm snorting up coke
Its white like snow
Don’t ever let go
I know that this pain won’t fold but I
Keep taking back all my steps
Re track relapse and then re-begin cause i'm
So fucked up from these times
Where I sat in my room and let you in
Devil in disguise your hiding your lies
You right in my mind, cause you will not die
Im running inside to hide from your kind
I can’t take this one more time cause i'm
[hook]
Tell me why the fuck does it end like this
When I tell her that I love her she just breaks my shit, and I
Tell me why the fuck I feel like this
With these voices in my head but I ain't psychic
But I, don't get all the shit she did
When she ran off with my kid and left me dead
But I, hold close all the memories in
My head when I start to sin my life’s end