Swaco Tha Illest
Lotus man
[Intro]
Mr lonely lotus man
La la la la
Mr lonely lotus man
Wave
La la la la
Zero
[Chorus]
Mr lonely lotus man
On his way to float again
Feeling real lonely
When the walls started closing in
Searching for some love in these hoes again
Something to fill holes in him
Something to feel whole in skin
Mr lonely lotus man
On his way to float again
Feeling real lonely
When the walls started closing in
Searching for some love in these hoes again
Something to fill holes in him
Something to feel whole in skin
[Verse]
Lost kid in the forest
Been running like I was forest
Surroundings just feeling foreign
Trynna shake off this torment
I can’t even pour in
With the glass half empty
Ain't appealing to the senses
Guess a n***a is numb
Spare no fear it sound like a gun
Them real n***as growing up
Feel I don’t know enough
To handle this road so tough
My dad stopped showing up
So how do I be a man
If the ones with cards
Never had a good hand
Looking for affirmations
From people I call my friends
But still feeling lonely
Like islands with Gilligan
Trynna be more of saint
In this life that’s filled with sin
I’m trynna just make amends
With the demons I have within
But I’m leaning on this liquor
And this ganja to deliver
Me from all this pain
And all these memories ingrained
Can’t seem to find the thangs
To make me feel more normal
Instead I'm feeling like i'm 10 feet below the soil